Moron.

So today I made an absolute fool of myself. Well, that usually happens every day -- but it was really bad this afternoon. I was so ill prepared for this "presentation" I had to do. They started without me (not my fault!) which made things even more embarassing. Then I passed out my non-stapled hastily put together 'handout'. The other two girls were so well prepared and they actually had answers to questions posed to them ... unlike my "Well...umm... I guess I don't ...uhhhh." I really put my best foot forward today. I hate looking like a moron when I know that I could have actually been prepared for this journal club. Why do people want to sit around and have a club about journals anyway? Now I have to be all serious for a couple of days to make up for the mess I was today. If I could have talked about spies, robots, ghosts, cats, or sewing I would have been alright. Instead I had to talk about... I dont even know what I talked about. That's how ill-prepared I was.